not so awk

you know those family friends that you see like once a year. the ones that your parents know from high school or college. and every so once in a while you have a big get together with all your mutual friends and while they catch up on old times, they awkwardly squish together all their kids into one spot and for at least a good hour or so we just sit there in silence and occasionally make small talk. welll that was last night hahah but after playing a few games you learn to realize that really its not that bad. unless youre my brother and youre socially awkward and you ignore everyone until we start playing ninja. but i guess those are some qualities you learn as you grow up and mature. like me LOL jk. also last night i realized that after i graduate i wanna live in a building with a gym and a pool. cus at that age you dont reallly need a house. as long as were wishing id like a dog that fed itself and didnt poop and pee. if it must, it should do its business in the toilet and flushed. well im on a roll so id my prince charming. that would be nice.

awkies

This is kindof awkward.  I feel like I'm talking to myself. like a diary but this is public and diaries are private so really its a public diary. how strange. and i dont even get what im doing right now. this is going to take some getting used to. like xanga and myspace and facebook. i have yet to figure out twitter but i dont think that'll happen anytime soon.